a girl in a world of loneliness

the one no one knows about
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2004-02-26 16:15:10 (UTC)

life

Today is horrible...I've just read something I wish I
hadn't...my friend thinks I don't miss and love her but I
do...she thinks I'm happier...but I'm not...its all a
show...I don't know why I put it on but I do...I just want
to walk up to her and give her the biggest hug that I've
ever given anyone...I want to be able to talk to her
again...I want her to know that I want to
understand...everything that she needs to say...that I'm
here for her...and always will be...I just want to be with
her again...and look to her for help on stuff that should
be so easy to figure out...I want to look over at her and
know that she'll be there for me and share laughs like we
used to...I want her to talk to me...make me understand so
that I can help her...I just want to...to have her back in
my life...everything is so screwed up right now...my life
is hell and I don't have anyone I can talk to...no one to
understand that I don't want him anymore but can't get rid
of him...I just want to know that she's still my friend...


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