The crazy world of me
Ad 0:
2004-02-26 07:44:08 (UTC)

I am going to go fu*king crazy

So I don't know what my problem has been. It seems ever
since I took Ricky home and got in that accident that I
have had nothing but a fucked up life. Nothing is going
for me. They threatened to take away my scholarship, my
dad is having heart surgery and I just don't feel like
anyone gives a shit about me. I always please everyone
else even if i am making myself miserable.
I say down on the floor tonight and I just felt like I
needed to cut myself. I wanted to so bad it hurt just
thinking about it. AAAHHHHHHHH I am going nuts!