poeticgem

My sometimes coherent thoughts
2004-02-26 03:38:27 (UTC)

vegin'

didn't go to school tonight ... it's storming outside ... I
just wanted to stay home and veg, but I'm going to drive
back to Harry's in a couple of hours.

lately my hormones have put me either in major bitch mode
or on the edge of bitch mode ... and if it's not bitch then
it's something totally wiggy like last night while I was
taking a test that was frustrating the crap out of me; I
had to leave the room and go to the bathroom and just bawl
my eyes out. Talk about bonkers! go figure ...

my worst flaws put me in a really bad lite at work ... I
walked into work this morning and was told that I needed to
clean my work area because it was so dusty and therein
proceeded a thorough spring cleaning in and around my desk
as people walked in and out of the front door - where my
desk is since I AM THE RECEPTIONIST and my desk is the
FRONT DESK. It was embarrassing to say the least ... my
laziness and disorganization have placed me under the worst
type of scrutiny ... and if I know what my shortcomings
are, you might say, then why don't I do something about
them? hmmmm, good question ... it would seem the
motivation is there ... problem is, I don't feel it's
strength.

ok ... my mind's wandering ... gonna go lay down for a bit
before I have to go out in the storm and drive back to
Harry's ...

ciao for now




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