benatarRocker84

goddess of imaginary light
2004-02-24 18:56:44 (UTC)

if i only knew

i cant stand the light
the way it seeps into my eyes
the way it pulls out all my secrets
the way it makes me smile
sometimes it hurts to look upon the sky
to feel the cooling breeze
see that cloudless canopy
i cant handle the way i cry
when i feel outside of things
but in the middle
lonely but surrounded
staring out amidst a crowd
their happiness mocks my loss
should i pretend to be there
should i hide like the others
and imagine myself within the world
or succumb to what pulls me
my loneliness deepens




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