zoe

Undercover Discoverer
2004-02-24 00:58:31 (UTC)

society and jews

our society today doesn't allow for open-mindedness. so
that's what sets me apart from almost everyone i know. i
can't be myself in school, due to the fact that my already
exceptionally low status would plummet. now, even though i
have given up caring about what kind of "label" i am, i
still don't want to voice my opinion about things people
don't want to hear or just can't understand.
i really hate talking about something, and no one
understands or even comprehends what i'm saying. and when
they actually do, then it's weird for them because someone
actually feels the same way abou something.
i'll tell you what our society accepts: girls flirting
with their chemistry teachers, football player to beat the
poo out of each other, cheerleaders to be bulemic or
annorexic, and for brown-nosers to get better grades than
those who try really hard. if there's anyone i don't know
reading this: does this happen at your school?
i wish i could know if my high school is average or if
it's insane. i tend to think it's both, only because it
seems that half of us have values and half of us don't.
but off the topic of school:
i think i was jewish in my past life. i think maybe i
was in the holocaust. it makes perfect sense: everything
has pointed me in the direction. my grandmother gave me a
crusifix that was my great grandmothers and it had an
inscription on it, and it turns out that one of my freinds
knew what it said: King of Jews.
ironic, huh? i think so. tie that in with my anne frank
dreams. especially the one with the man in it.
anyway, i have lots of homework to do.
see y'all. who, i am such a loser.




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