AngelBaby

Leo The Lion
2004-02-23 20:33:00 (UTC)

Control...its over rated...

Well he's been keeping to his word about not going to
lunch with me...its quite sad I never really knew how much
time we spent together at work until it stopped. Friday he
walked by my desk and whispered where he was going to be
eating lunch so that I could "drop by" but I didnt...we
have enough trouble without me following him everywhere he
goes. He didnt really talk to me the rest of the day...I
decided to go out that night with my friend Vicki and her
new boyfriend...while we were sitting down eating my phone
rings...its Leo...he was able to stay out until midnight
and wanted to see what I was doing...I was so excited I
could barely breathe...he met me and my friends where we
were eating...he stayed for a few minutes and then said he
had to go...could I walk him out? Of course I did...I was
expecting to just give him a few good-night kisses...well
was I wrong...we got into his van and couldnt control
ourselves...I guess I lost track of time because here
comes my bestfriend knocing on the back window...she said
we had to go if we were going to make the movie or she
could pick me back up at 10 o'clock if Leo wanted to stay
with me...well he said that he couldnt...and could I just
stay for 20 minutes longer...no I couldnt because I
couldnt make my friends wait...I told her to go back to
the truck and I would be there in a sec...then he kissed
me...it was wonderful...we both felt it..he looked up at
me and said call her and tell her to go...I want to stay
with you until 10. I was so happy...we were finally going
to be able to do it right...so I thought. Next thing I
know we are going at it like animals...he puts me in the
back and we start...doing...stuff...if you know what I
mean...He puts me on top...it was going great...quite
enjoyable until he looks at me and says you took your
pills today right? I said please dont do that inside
me...and he said I already have...Im doing it right now. I
started freaking out! Im not sure if I have stated it yet
but IM NOT ON THE PILL! Its my fault...he thinks Im on it.
By this time its to late...whats done is done. He kisses
me and says I dont know what it is about you Tiffany..I
can not control myself with you...as hard as I try...I
cant...he kisses me again and that kiss seemed different
from the other ones...it felt like a kiss you give someone
when your so happy you cant contain yourself. my head was
spinning...it all happened so fast...next thing I know hes
telling me to call my friend and have her come pick me
up..I was like WHAT? they had already been gone almost 20
minutes...he said he really had to be somewhere...I was
furious...I told him how fucked up it was that he got what
he wanted and now it was time to go...he kept telling me
please dont be upset with him...he really had to be
somewhere...I said whatever and left...the next day I was
dreading the "I cant sleep at night" phone call...he
called Saturday...I wasnt going to answer the phone but it
proved to be to hard for me...I answered and he said Hey
baby...I was like what? I expected him to be apologizing
for what happened...instead we just had a normal
conversation...We didnt talk the rest of the weekend and
he isnt here today...I wont be here tomorrow...well see
how the rest of the week goes...





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