Halow Effect

The Nile's Edge
2004-02-23 09:34:32 (UTC)

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Eulle646Dex: adam?

TMTVH: nope

Eulle646Dex: is he there?

TMTVH: nope

Eulle646Dex: is this wolfgang?

TMTVH: nope

Eulle646Dex: well, do you know where adam is?

TMTVH: yes, hes gone

Eulle646Dex: where?

TMTVH: they told you alot

TMTVH: you should know i dont go by that name anymore

Eulle646Dex: huh?

Eulle646Dex: what do you go by now?

TMTVH: i wonder why they never told you...

Eulle646Dex: told me what?

TMTVH: my name

Eulle646Dex: what is your name?

TMTVH: Val

Eulle646Dex: okay, val....are you ever going to go back
to "mom's"?

TMTVH: what do you want me to say?

Eulle646Dex: i don't know....all i know is that my
brother's gone and i don't know what i/anyone did wrong.
or why you left....or like...how you are. are you doing
all right?

TMTVH: Im fine. Im always alright. and dont put this on
yourself, it has nothing to do with you

Eulle646Dex: then why are you so werid around me? you
don't really talk much.

Eulle646Dex: and....if you don't mind telling me....what'd
mom or dad do? or what happened? i'm not going to say
anything....i'd just like to know

TMTVH: Ive always been quiet since I grew up a little bit.
I cant explain what anyone did. nothing happened. Unless
you count 18 years of "nothing"

Eulle646Dex: are you going to change your name legally?


TMTVH: dont think so...

Eulle646Dex: ....what're you up to? where's your mind in
all this? are you out for good or coming back? or getting
your own place?

Eulle646Dex: i'm just curious

TMTVH: things are in the air right now. Im probably the
only one whos thinking logically when it comes to andrea,
david and I

Eulle646Dex: what do you mean?

Eulle646Dex: i need things explained to me cos i have no
clue what's going on

TMTVH: to put it simply: I dont want to live with either
of our parents. Im staying with a friend right now. I dont
know whats going to happen in the immediate future.

Eulle646Dex: are you never going to like them
again...like...be estranged?

Eulle646Dex: do you feel the same way about me too?

TMTVH: 1. I dont think so. 2. NO

Eulle646Dex: well...as your sister, i need to know where i
stand with you....cos (not to be a dork about it) but i've
been thinking and been sad. we used to be so close or at
least friends and i understand the "nothing"ness, in my
own terms....cos we did grow up in the same house.

Eulle646Dex: i know it's corny but i don't think i can
handle it if you just went away.

Eulle646Dex: i don't know if you're not used to hearing
this or what but despite what you might think, i care a
lot about you and if you need help, i'll be here. but i
understand it's easier with friends. sometimes they mean
more than family.

TMTVH: as far as im concerned, I dont need family. Thats
why i always thought of you as more of a friend

Eulle646Dex: why don't you think you need family?

TMTVH: why would I?

Eulle646Dex: do you not think they love you? or have done
things for you?

TMTVH: I know they put a roof over my head and bought me
food. They were obligated to. They probably love me. But I
dont want to hear this right now.

Eulle646Dex: what do you want to hear?

TMTVH: I want to get a couple hours sleep before school

Eulle646Dex: sure. good nite

TMTVH signed off at 4:03:24 AM.




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