Chichi

Chichi
2004-02-22 22:10:44 (UTC)

My sad day

Lately i had lots of hard and struggling time, but there
is no one i can tell my feelings to, so so sad.:(
I dont know why, but i just not in a very good mood, and
now i know i have been tricked, but its alright, because i
know its not going to be good at first.
I cannot love a person, and i cannot find a girlfriend,
because i have this problem, and it i did, then both of us
shall not have a good time, so i rather not go out with
anyone. Life is terrible and i dont know why im different
to everyone.
I think different to everyone. Always think about the
seas, the oceans, the skys and those kind of things. But i
dont think that another person thinks like me.
I really wish that i could hold a girls hand and walk
together in the beach looking at the sun going down. But
these things will only be thoughts, meaning it will never
happen.
Lots of things are coming for me to do, i know that i
cannot look back, but to look in front of me.
Well lets just hope that way.

Chi~~




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