simply myself

5 loaves and 2 fishes
2004-02-22 19:05:52 (UTC)

A good break

Not that I have been very hardworking and needing a break
from all the work, but the pace for this weekend was
significantly slower. Took my own sweet time the whole
weekend juz to slowly finish up one case analysis and to
write a properly-phrased email (with my research questions)
to Prof. Lam, asking her to be my AE supervisor.

Liked this pace. It was made much easier cuz there wasn't
cell (cuz there was prayer meeting the night before) which
would have taken up the entire saturday evening. I
definitely can't say I love cell and look forward to it as
much as I might have used to, cuz there has been some
changes to cell lately in terms of ppl leaving and joining
and it is a difficult time to lead a cell. But I still hold
on to the vision that we have that we will have a strong n
prayerful cell who are outward looking by the end of this
year. And I certainly would nvr complain abt having to
spend the evening at cell although yesterday's break from
the usual sat routine was a welcomed change.

Pampered myself and played 2 hours of fantasy football.
Thought it was good training for my thinking as it really
involved lots of analytical skills and I had to work out
all the different permutations b4 deciding on my team.
Thank God for allowing me to enjoy playing this game (i
haven't played computer games for a long time!) and using
this game as a platform to chat with my 10 other non-
christian frens in the fantasy league. I muz watch myself
though and control the time i spend playing it.

Was struggling and deciding whether to take the walk and
talk to God as I have done for the past 4 nites. Not
exactly every nite was as great as the first 2 nites, cuz
sometimes it's not easy to quieten down and filter out all
the 'noise' and juz hear from God. I knew I wasn't ready to
give up this walking, and I know this 20min walk will align
me for the next day. I thot I would type a short entry b4
walking...

I have been encouraged to continue this walk...u know who u
are who have encouraged me juz simply cuz u bothered to
send me a msg that u were reading my diary and that i am an
encouragement to u. it works both ways! God bless u sister!




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