little goth gurl

without wings, i fall
2004-02-22 18:06:11 (UTC)

woah what a shitty weekend

yeah...he was there then he was gone,. bleh i say i don't
care but i'm a jealous bitch, oh and selfish. lol. yeah
friday nite, we hung out for a bit *by we i mean me and
bill* yeah then we went to see the guys and we went out
and got piercings. lol. yeah i talked bill into getting
his nipples pierced.. *evil grin* lol. yeah its sexy...but
yeah so we did that, yeah i got my nose and eyebrown. lol.
yeah i like piercings. but yeah so we did that and
paulifer got his tongue pierced...its soooo cute. aww our
paulie. but yeah so after that i was angry lol. stupid
girls and their being good looking and turning my
boyfriend on. stupid bill and his being good looking and
turning the girls on....bleh...but yeah so yeah. after the
piercing place...bill decided to go to paul's moms house
with paul...yeah thanks for leaving me. so yeah i went
home and just sat around with myself cus my brother was
out with his girlfriend. yeah. my dad stopped by and it
was somewhat plesant. nothing shitty happened. so yeah he
stayed at my house for the night cus by the time we
stopped talking it was like 2 am. so yeah he stayed here
and then yeah. bill never came back on friday nite so
yeah. then saturday came and i hung with my dad pretty
much all day. i got a call from bill on saturday nite
saying that he was still at paul's mom's house and yeah i
was really angry and he could tell so he came by. yeah we
talked and i lied and sayd i wasn't angry. but i was...i'm
not anymore but i was really angry. but yeah so we hung
out/made out. then we decided to ask paul's mom if she'd
have a house party at her house. she sayd sure so we
rounded up the troops and headed over. yeah i went to
spend time with my friend ian because yeah i haven't seen
him since the last big party we had. but yeah so hung with
ian for a while then yeah i had half a beer, i know i
shouldnt cus of the babies but i just needed to remember
what alcohol tasted like. lol. but yeah. so i did that and
then i found bill and we hung for a bit but my ex, jeff he
came by and asked to talk to me. so i went and talked to
him but by the time we were done talking i was bloody
exhausted i mean jeez barely any sleep no food parties and
piercings make a girl a little tired. so yeah i didn't
want to have to make bill go home since it looked like he
was having fun so yeah i just got a ride home from jeff.
yeah. he makes it so hard for me to hate him. cus i want
to but hes so nice to me. but was an asshole to everyone
else, but hey maybe he has changed like he said. so yeah i
was at home for a while just lying down in my bed, not
really able to sleep. bill came by after a couple hours
and we just sorta lay together till we fell asleep. so
yeah i have no sex to report from this weekend, just
casual make outs. what is wrong with this picture!?!?!?
bleh oh well. it was a bad weekend and i'm still kinda
pissed that it sucked so much but ill get over it. well i
should go i've written too much...lol

linz




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