Arienette

We are nowhere and it is now.
2004-02-22 07:42:45 (UTC)

Super duper happy!

Wow.

I've been feeling so much better lately.

Now when people ask me how I am, I can say "ok", without
being a complte liar.

Me & Tom have been hanging out lots. We're back together.

On Valentines day, I got 4 presents. I wasn't expecting
any, so it was really cool.
I mean, yeah, so one was from Damien, he sent me this
cuuuuuuute teddy bear at home, I got a gerbera from Mark
(My cousin, ugh), and another gerbera from a "secret
admirer", but I'm assuming that was a joke.
Yeah, that's 3.

Tom got me a dozen roses. I was really shocked, because at
that time we had broken up. And he got the people running
the assmebly to read out this poem he wrote. Normally, I'd
be mortified if -anyone- did that, but it was the most
beautiful poem. I'm going to ask him for a copy of it one
day.

So, I've been really busy lately. And I'm glad, because
being alone makes me feel like a failure, and it's weird,
because even with my Social Anxiety and all, I can be
completeley comfortable with Tom.

I've been seeing him like.. every day. Usually you'd get
sick of someone if you do that, but with Tom it's
different, because he's so beautiful in every way.

It's so different from when we were going out a month or
two ago, because well.. when a guy gets anorexia, they
ermm.. don't have such a sexual appetite. And yeah, it
shouldn't matter, but it's fun to be able to mess around a
bit, and before the relationship was too serious.

I don't know why I'm writing this, just have to get it
out, I guess.




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