Perfection Kills
2004-02-21 18:18:32 (UTC)

hm... my fingers hurt... hehe,..

hm... my fingers hurt... hehe, stupid guitar. I sorta wish
i knew how i was feeling. I mean... I like feeling happy.
And if i could feel emotions... I think I might be happy.
but then again, if i was happy, wouldn't it be an emotion i
could deal with therefore i should feel it? I don't
know... i just... hate this... I do sort of feel
something... i feel bad for being such a flirt all the
time. I feel really bad about it. :-( I mean, i get all
upset because ali's a flirt and then i go off and do it
myself... am i turning into wesley? it really seems like it