Amy Sharpe

Amy Sharpes journal
2004-02-21 16:26:53 (UTC)

~-)(....sex....)(-~

Ok I'm confused... I'm im almost 15 still a virgin still
underage! Everyone still thinks I'm a slut! .... ok so I'm
not quite pure. But still how can I be a slut if I've
never 'done it'!

Me and 'pip' were going to on valentines and his mum came
upstairs luckily he has a lock on his door!
..................this put me off.........................

Also 'maid marianne' gave me a lecture on how she had a
boyfriend when she was my age and didn't have sex with him
so he dumped her and comited suicide to cut a long story
short.
.........................this put me off...................

ALSO Knowing my clumsey luck I would get pregnant ..... or
aids (even using a condom and the pill)
......................that puts me off.....................

Aswell as all that I feel unclean as it sometimes ... just
sometimes ...but still sometimes is alot for me!
.................this just freeks me out..................

somebody give some advice please! I'm going mad!!!!!

mood: confused
music: RHCP fortune faded

I should be a guy .... or a nun ..or a lesbian... or
something!


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