FlirtWithSuicide

Conflagration
2004-02-20 13:41:56 (UTC)

Leaves Me Behind

I wish that I knew how to pass this time. I have all of
this time, but no joy. Sometimes i think it is
somewhere nearby, but if I breathe, it leaves me behind. I
have never known anything to be as cruel or as scarring as
time itself. I have been told that time heals all...but it
doesn't. It allows you to suffer more; it ticks by as
though a moment were an hour...it makes you think about
everything that has happened, and how it affected you. It
gives you time to acquire more pain, and to suffer
irreversible emotional damage. Once the damage is done, it
can only get worse with time....and I know, as well as the
next person, that things aren't always going to be
better "tomorrow"; in fact, for me, it will be worse,
without exception. I do not like this concept, this
arrogant theif that bears no mercy for the strong, the
weak, the rich, the poor, the evil and the innocent, as
well. It kills, tortures, and robs men, women, and children
alike. Time allows for corruption and decay; there is
always time to rape, kill, torture, and crucify the weak
and strong. Time is comparable to capital punishment; there
is a never a time in your life that you will not know that
something awful DID happen. Death cures all pain; death is
the "grand physician"; death induces ignorance, and rest.
Death is my life.




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