punkrockchic487

SMILE
2004-02-19 04:34:04 (UTC)

sick of it

im sick of making myself feel like crap. ive been
putting myself down. telling myself im not pretty enough,
that im not good enough, not responsible enough, that im
not smart enough, but screw that. i have jsut realized
this. i have looked at pictures, my face is clearing up,
im fit, im strong, and im proud of my stomach hehe. i may
not be the star of anythin but i have played on 3 varsity
teams in two years. i held a job since 10 days after i
turned 16. i have never called in sick, and i have worked
shitty hours, overtime, and covered for people. i
transport myself to wherever i need to be, schedule my own
appointments, and take care of my own problems. i am
involved in a club that for the past few monthes takes
alot if time and effort. i have taken care of problems
with college and the ACT. i pay for many nessecary items.
I purchased my own car, pay for my own gas, by my own
clothes. I am not the smartest kid in the school but i am
top 20% in my class. i have kept a straight A average my
entire life. Im sick of looking down on myself. I am a
strong female with many goals and oppertunities. im not
going to let anythin i tell myself or what other people
tell me get the best of me. i will feel off this hatred
and use is as gas to my flame. i will prove everyone
wrong.




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