bzaqty80

done with it all
2004-02-18 15:45:10 (UTC)

life

well i dont know what to do i just got back from my trip
this weekend. we got back on sunday and i went out. i
thought i was feeling fine drank some did some other things
and started to feel not so good so i told my freind erik
that i wanted to go home and so we did and then i fell
asleep. i woke up early in the morning with a sore thought
then it got worse ive been in bed for like three days and
now im hoping i didnt get kicked out of school for missing
my classes i dont have any health insurance and i dont have
the money to pay for it i hate my life i am so iresponsible
i wish i would just die. with all the chances and the
strain i have put on my self. to be what i tell every one
what i want to be i want to be a nurse i want to help
people in third world contrys i want i want i want. well i
am going to go and talk to my teachers and hope to hell
that they dont kick me out of my classes i hope and wish i
can bring my grades up
please god help me help me be a better person help me do
what i am suposed to do




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