RaveCleo

Heart to heart
2004-02-18 13:57:06 (UTC)

trust : best friend or girlfriend ?

today work sucks....boring..the whole day i did was sit
down at my place and did simple stuff...a part of me wish
to quit...a part of me still want to stay for the money. I
don't know why , maybe after working , i've realised that
i've in a way be more materialistic. or maybe after meeting
penny. Or even losing jezz. either way , i miss being my
old self sometimes. i really wish things could be back like
last time when i trusted gisele and i really love her (as a
friend) coz i know deep down inside she won't betray me.
but now , i'm not too sure. gisele say that penny is not as
sincere as i thought she was and penny say that gisele is
trying to hit on her. Who should i believe?? i dunno .
Gisele is my best friend and somehow i trust her that she
won't stab me. At least i hope she won't . As for penny , i
do have the feeling that i can trust her but i also have
the feeling of insecure. maybe i'm too sensitive. gisele
suppose to go online tonite but she's with eunice so dun
think she'll be online. i dunno if penny will call
later...but if she doesn't i call her and sing her a song.
nite nite




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