parlarelaverita

--D.e.l.e.t.e.d.S.c.e.n.e.s.--
2004-02-17 22:37:34 (UTC)

sleepy

today in history we had to watch this really boring video,
black and white, monotone voices, i dont even know what it
was about because i fell asleep. but mr just was
especially cool today lol. (cool meaning insane, but then
it always does) he was drawing on the board and writing
things and playing guessing games with us and COMPLETELY
distracting us from the video, which is what i love about
that class. the temporary distraction from learning. he
even does that type of think while were taking a test,
like drumming on the tables or singing or talking to us
and being weird or whatever. i think at one point he made
a detention list (as a joke) and wrote like 10 kids names
up there for talking or sleeping. i was up there for
falling asleep lol. but i was sooo tired.... i was up late
last night. any guesses? anyway, next to our names were
little sad faces drawn and the date we had detention and
the time which were all like 3 or 4 in the morning... i
dunno, i just found that funny

hmm...its kinda sad that mr just was the most interesting
part of the day, not saying he hasnt been before....
oh yeah, then there was the conversation i had with mike
and haans about old tv shows that we used to watch when we
were kids, it was great, it brought back memories.

yesterday i felt so so bad... i said something to one of
jasons friends and almost got him in trouble... but
luckily it turned out okay. im very thankful for that. i
truly am.
when i was mad yesterday for some reason i had scissors in
my hand (i might have been cutting something...) and i
jammed them into my wrist in like a surge of anger towards
myself. i didnt think theyd cut me cause they looked dull,
but they did lol
i just rememberd that cause it started hurting
wow im retarded
sometimes i think i dont say that enough...

sadly enough its time to do homework




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