lifeisabitch10

The Best Years of Our Lives
2004-02-17 19:16:52 (UTC)

sick

i stayed home "sick" today. i just didnt want to deal with
everybody asking me whats wrong. i dont feel like talking
to anyone. but yea, at jackies party on sunday, georgia(who
i have nicknamed state) showed up, and i got all emo and
whatnot, and cried my eyes out like a pussy. i hate being
me. but yeah, so state is pretty damn ugly. people say shes
a whore or whatever, but i dont see how. i know, i know,
you thinhk im just being a jealouse retard, but seriously,
if you saw this girl, shes so damn ugly. nicky said she
looks like a bull dog. hahahaha i guess she kinda does.
today is states birthday.i just saw 87312383 "HAPPY
BIRTHDAY GEORGIA!"'s in all these peoples infos...including
michaels. i bet he doesnt even know when my birthday is.
his is july 20 or something. im gonna ask him today when he
gets home. actually, i bet i wont. because im a pussy.
speaking of pussy, ryan is talking to me again...and im
falling for him. we went out for 2 years! can you honestly
blame me for still having feelings for him?!?!? everyone is
all pissed at me for it, its like, wtf. well, actually, we
DID go out and break up and go out and break up, like
twenty times. and...he DID kind of treat me bad. okokok, i
get why people are mad, but i dont care. ive given up on
making people happy. im bad at that, anyways, because my
own emotions get in the way too much. but thats only
because im emo as fuck all the time. wow, i just realized
that this whole entry is pretty pointless. ill go now :-)
-ykw




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