X is my secret.
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2004-02-17 03:22:31 (UTC)

And so it begins.

Ok, so here it goes. I don't know who's gonna read this,
but i honestly don't give a rats ass either. Honestly if
you know me, it's gonna surprise ya what I have to say. In
the words of Matt, it's gonna be a lot of "emo bitching".

Well first of all, Matt. He's so great. He surprised me
this weekend by coming into town and spending Valentine's
day with me. That was pretty awesome. I know I hate
Valentine's day, but that was all before I had someone to
spend it with. All you making gagging sounds know it's only
because you're sad and lonely. *blows raspberry* Ha, I'm
not alone anymore.

I miss him so much. I don't know about this not being able
to see him every day. I really like spending time with him.
I am so much happier having him in my life. He's such a
sweety. I don't know what else to say.

You see, I don't know what it is, but there is something
missing. I don't know if it's somehting that will come in
time or not. ..
But I also know this, he's a great guy and I care about him
a lot already. He really makes me feel good. I'm really
glad that the whole thing happened. I want it to last for a
long time, whatever isn't there will have to find it's way,
because he's really done a lot of good for me. Even my
friends have told me so.