R0cknR0l1989

My life as an insane teenager
2004-02-16 18:22:00 (UTC)

my week

Last week was so horrible, and I am so glad that it is
finially over. Whitney Broome died Tuesday in a car wreck,
and even though I barely knew her, it was so awful to see
my friends upset, especially Michael. It was almost more
than I could handle to see him crying like that at the
funeral. And then I acted like such a jerk. Friday night
he called me but Breighana was over so I was paying very
little attention to him. Plus I was overly hyper from too
much caffeine, so I wasn't exactly using my brain. He was
obviously upset, cause he didn't seem like himself, and I
just went on and on about my day and didn't seem to care
about how he was doing. Yesterday Sarah asked me how I
felt about Michael because he had talked to her and asked
her if I really liked him or if I was just going out for
the heck of it. So I apologized a million times but I
still feel like a horrible person even though he forgave
me. I just wish I would have been there for him when he
needed me, cause he is ALWAYS there when I need him, and
that is just one of the reasons that I love him so much.
Valentines day was good though. Great actually. Michael
took me to dinner at Sushi Blues (my favorite!) and
insisted on paying for dinner. He also brought me a
beautiful bouquet of red roses. The best part of the
evening was the kiss. His mum drove me home and when we got
to my house he got out of the car and walked me to the door
and gave me a sweet little goodnight kiss. It was a perfect
night, until I walked into the door. Breighana was there
and was in a foul mood because it was Valentines Day and
she didn't have a date. I had to put up with her whining
all night. But it was okay. It snowed so we have no school
today, which I am happy about. Hopefully this week will be
better than last week.




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