Michael Gallardo

My Life
2004-02-16 04:21:13 (UTC)

Valentines Day weekend

I had a valentine for a day or to me it was it was only for
like 2 or 3 hours but it was something. Like nothing ive
felt in a long time. But it was nothin i could take to
heart i cant take it more then just a friendship a kiss is
more sacred then anything in the world i felt something
that id never ever felt before tru love it was like all my
life ive been waiting for that one kisss were everything
just made sense and it did but that oppurtuinty is gone i
know i know cause i feel it to and it sucks to be me
everyday believe me all i think about it is alot of stuff
ut i dont have anyone to talk 2 anymore shits hard and its
gunna stay that way but im alone and ill deal with it and
if i cant then i will have let it eat me up like a cancer i
dont know how much tis frienship thing is gunna last not
long for me not much longer cause i aint gunna wait to see
another guy come along or watch ethan grow up with someone
else id rather let him grow up then him just being my
friend this once a week oh my moms gone is bulllshit to me
doesnt mean shit accept i was good enough before and now im
just like a embarassing habit that you dont want anyone to
know about but i deal with it alone always will always have




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