megan

don't stay up

how do i find the words to say that i'm okay? and make you
believe it? and make me believe it? how do i know what's
real when i'm afraid to be real? when i don't know if i am
being real? when i don't know if you are real or being
real? how do i make things better? how do i fix me? how
do i fix everything? without making anything worse?

these are the words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay

final thought: don't stay up, waiting, because you'll never
sleep