Too Much to Say
no tears for me
funny, i wrote that entree about being "heartless" or
whatever, and then i remembered a song i wrote 2 years ago:
Hurting souls across the earth, I see
A lonely heart in every home
Nations are falling
Creation is balling
And i cry a tear for them
Each story fills my soul
Each pain will cut my heart
I see the lost, the hurt, the torn
and i will weep for them.
Break my heart
Mistake my art
Hurt my soul, what will you see?
Burn me deep
I've learned to keep
My walls built high and doors shut tight
Mountains of sorrow
But no fountains flow through
Cause I'll cry no tears for me.
I'll weep when you fall down
I'll bleed when you are wounded
But when I'm lost, or hurt, or torn I'll cry no tears for me
I'll cry no tears for me.
"Jenni's happy, never angry"
She laughs because she cannot cry
Is it pride?
Why do I hide
All the stings, the stabs, and the scars
The broken seams
The lonely heart inside my home?