FlirtWithSuicide

Conflagration
2004-02-12 13:41:12 (UTC)

My Letter

"We started following a certain description;
We started simple and fair, once again.
Before, there wasn't any need for an answer;
Things were much different, then.

Now, you question who I am;
Who I am inside.
Now, there's nothing left to hide,
So here it goes;
This is my letter:

'Hope you're alright;
It's been rough for me.
Thinking all night
About the places I'd be
If I maybe just did a little bit more,
you might have let me
become a man for sure;
And if I might
Express one concern,
It's seems an issue's haunting at every turn.
What's the next step? The latest hole in my life?
What's next for me to learn?'

Engulfed myself into a permanent mystery
No one day just as the next;
not for me.
It's so confusing when I look at my history;
I just can't handle that, yet. (no)

Now, you question who I am;
Who I am inside.
Now, there's nothing left to hide;
So, here it goes,
This is my letter:

'Hope you're alright;
It's been rough for me.
Thinking all night
About the places I'd be
If I maybe just did a little bit more
You might have let me
become a man for sure
And if I might express one concern
It's seems an issue's haunting at every turn.
What's the next step? The latest hole in my life?
What's next for me to learn?'


One more friendship ends,
And then, for a while,
I can breathe again.

'Hope you're alright
It's been rough for me.
Thinking all night
About the places I'd be
If I maybe just did a little bit more
You might have let me
Become a man for sure
And if I might express one concern
It seems an issue's haunting at every turn
What's the next step? The latest hole in my life?
What's next for me to learn?'


What's next for me to learn?
..........................."


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