KT

Perfection Kills
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2004-02-10 05:55:16 (UTC)

Yay for pitty parties...

ShadowGerm445: cuz i m not telling u anything in writing
anymore
ShadowGerm445: i dont want what i say 2 become public
knowledge

That's a joke right? I'm not the one who told his entire
fucking english class... I'm not the one who told the
biggest mouthed girl in the school... Christ, I didn't
even tell anyone until I started crying about it at
school! I have so much anger... so much hostility... so
much pain for everything just built up at this point... i
can't be alone with myself... i just get angry and hurt
and can't think of any productive way of letting it out...
If i find my razor, I'm going to cut... I've got to stop
moving that thing... ~KT

I'm sitting here... razor to wrist... and i can't decide
whether or not to do it... i know i'll regret it (i always
do) i don't know how i'll hide it... but i know i want to
do it...i've already got the imprint in my wrist from
where i was holding it... now if i just push... ah! i
don't know what to do anymore... *sobs* i can't even
decide shit for myself... I've made enough wrong
choices... one more wouldn't hurt... but a right one
wouldn't hurt either... it's like... i want to talk to
someone about it... but i know they'll give me a biast
answer... anyone i ask would give me a biast answer... and
it sucks and i hate it... because i just want to know...
what should i do? what is my heart telling me? because
it's been pulled in so many directions it doesn't know
which was is up anymore, let alone what is right from
wrong. Welp.... i did it... 3 times... more the i thought
it would be... yay for KT the strong... yay for sarcasm...
bye... KT


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