Daniel R. Steffen

Personal Thoughts
2004-02-10 00:46:53 (UTC)

Selected Physical Journal Entries: Megan pt.1

Last night I met a pretty girl named Megan. Shes off the
wall, I love how unique she is. I can't help thinking about
her, I think maybe I'm gonna ask her out.

ARGGG, i missed another oportunity to ask Megan out
today. I find myself completely unable to articulate
anything more intellectual than, "Hi." Why, for the love
of god can't I say, "Hi Megan, would you be interested in
joining me for a lunch date somewhere in town?"

Guess what happend today?!?! I didn't say anything to
Megan, i just smiled at her. No words were coming to me, or
perhaps they were. Most likely those words went off to hide
in the same deep cavern that my confidance does. This is
getting so fucking annoying. Maybe tommorow, *roles eyes at
himself*
...I think im starting to annoy people with the amount I
talk about Megan. They must think im such a fool. All i do
is ramble on about a girl and there is nothing they can do
to help me. I just need to grow some fucking balls.

Im having a hard time figuring out wheather Megan might
like me or not. On one hand I have a friend telling me that
Megan "Likes" me. You can't be more ambigious than that! I
swear that whatever evil forces there are in this world
created this vile word. I thanked my informant none the
less. I'm going to rely on a suposition that Megan likes me
in a manner that could lead to a relationship. However the
thought that she may just enjoy my company is pinning my
confidance to the floor.

Today is a day of change. I've made some decisions... Im
going to ask Megan out. She is just so damn perfict, I know
i felt like it was a physical attraction at first. I feel
that after talking with her that i love her even more. Shes
funny, she laughs at my jokes, she's an artest, a poet, and
philisophical thinker. I want so badly to dive into her
mind and see how she thinks. I want to listen to her talk
for hours on end just to hear her voice. If ever I needed
to take a chance on getting my heart broken this is the
woman to risk it on. No Fear, No Doubts.




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