a girl in a world of loneliness

the one no one knows about
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2004-02-09 23:50:41 (UTC)

Sarah...

God today has been the worst day of my life...school was
horrible but afterwards was hell...I just might have lost
the best friend I've ever had in the world...and its all my
fault...i should have seen it coming long ago...now i'm
afraid i've lost her...if your reading this you know who
you are...i saw you this morning at school and knew
something was different...i saw you saturday and knew we'd
drifted apart...i don't want to lose you but i may have no
choice but to let go...or fight which would be worse...for
you probably wouldn't take me back...im sorry, so sorry
that im in tears...so sorry that i can barely see the damn
screen...i saw you just this morning and after reading
your letter...i miss you...i miss all the fun we ever had
together...i miss everything and the one person you and i
hate...ruined it because i let him...i let him destroy
us...but it wasn't all him...i had a major part in it
too...so if you're reading this just know i love you and
im sorry...


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