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days and days
2004-02-07 18:12:43 (UTC)

Parent-free

Well ... its saturday afternoon.. my parents are gone to
victoria!! and i have the house to myself for a week!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
i woke up in such a good mood.. i am having a party
tonight.. and wooo woooooo booooooze :P haha!
right... so i've spent a lot of time today cleaning out the
main rooms of the house so that breaking stuff will be next
to impossible (altho i have a feeling that ppl will somehow
manage to break stuff anyway!) ...
I talked to meghan earlier and i believe she.. and many
other ppl will be sleeping at my house.. :) should be fun..
and as far as i know steph is coming too :) which is good..
and i am excited to party!! wooooooooooo!
I feel like i havent just partied hard for such a long
time!!! i am just totally letting go tonight and not giving
a shit.. lets hope i don't do anything stupid.. i tend to
do stupid things when i am wasted :S ... eeee..
right.. so i found lindor chocolates.. and yummmm.. altho
by the end of today i am sure i will never want to see
chocolate again! hAHHAHAHAHA sooo much! hahaha..
Lauren is coming over in a couple of hours to help me clean
out the house.. lol there are wayyyy too many things in my
house that can break! urgh!!
i gotta shovel too (booooo) and clear off some of the back
porch for smoking and whatever... there is a ton of snow..
so i should do that haha...
ummmm... yea... not much new.. school is super tough and i
have way way way too much homework already...
the whole rhiannon thing is shitty and she won't stop
telling me to give up.. and she keeps telling me to not
expect things to work out and whatever... like HELLO THIS
IS NONE OF HER BUSINESS AND I CAN DO WHAT I WANT THANK
YOU!.... i am aware that things arent going well.. but she
doesnt have any clue.. and she should butt out... she keeps
telling lauren that she is concerned because i was happy at
school and that she thinks i am just getting my hopes up...
so basically.. if i am sad.. she is concerned about me..
and if i am happy.. she is concerned about me.. so i should
just be neutral?? wtf... ahha... I am aloud to smile
goddammit.. it's not like i am thrilled with the way things
are between steph and i.. but i am much happier with this
way than no way at all.. you know?. whatever... the future
is a mystery and i figure either way... i can't do anything
about what happens to me.. so i'll just live it up (hence
why i am so psyched for the party)
Man.. my parents left me like 70 bucks! woo..
for "groceries"... right.. we have enough food for me to
last a week! hahahaha i mean..*cough* we dont? haha!! I WIN!
anyway.. i am off... bleh i feel sick from the chocolate...
YAY beer (haha)
ahhhh i have so much to do this weekend.. i have a feeling
it won't get done... :S ... oops!
Peace out




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