Lady Skiier

Finding ME-mo
2004-02-06 18:03:23 (UTC)

Skiing and Fucking

Ok, so i'm off to my race this weekend. I'm excited to
ski, but honestly right now i just wish i could curl up in
my bed. It's snowing out and it would be such a nice day
to cuddle in my blankents and watch the snow fall.
Actually, I wish i could do that with Dustin. I can't stop
thinking about him, his body especially. I can't decide if
i really miss him or i just really want to fuck him. I
know i want to fuck him, i'm so tempted just to suducie
him. I know I can, i know exactly what he likes.
"I'm toxic"-thankyou britney for that aspiring message.
And I know he was addicted to me, i bet I could rouse up
those same feelings. Though, how evil would that be?
Do couples get to have a "bonus night" just good sex, no
strings attached. Man, next time I see him I'm sure as
hell bringing that up.
I really hope I make top 30 this weekend. I think I can
do it. But i'm going to have to go full forse and not be
afraid of falling.
Ugh, and maybe it would be easier to concentrate on racing
if i could just get the thought of sex out of my mind. I
haven't had sex in so long.
There was that one night with John, but it didn't actually
finish, it wasn't pleasant, and i don't count it.
So it's been two months, so long.
I'm picturing guys naked all the time and trying to decide
if i'd fuck them.
Oh......man I need to get over this, i need to be fucked.
Here's to thursday's party, i sure hope I can get a hot
peice of ass!!!!
So i did pretty well on my exam, I think, i'm pretty happy
about that. But i'm feeling so tired now, i just want to
sleep but i have to leave in half an hour, grab a cab with
money I don't have and go to a race I can't afford, with
guys I don't especially like.
But, I always have fun, it's just getting the motivation
to go.
Ok, well i'm going to take a quick power
nap.............and probably dream of sex (damnit!)




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