celeste1026

celestrial kisses for you
2004-02-06 05:58:24 (UTC)

Hello!

Hello to anyone and everyone who reads this. I've never
had an online diary before, so this is a little weird for
me. It'll be good though to get all my feelings out in the
open, without having to actually deal with anyone. I don't
know how many people out there understand that, but O
well... I have had the worst week, seriously. I know a lot
of other people have had much worse weeks, but, mine's
been just dreadful. My car won't pass inspection, I found
out it had been in a wreck when the guy who sold it to me
said it hadn't been. I suppose that because I'm a girl,
they just assumed that I wouldn't know any diference,
which I suppose I didn't at the time. I am completely
sympathetic with anyone, girl or guy, who has been ripped
off by some smooth-talking sales-person. On another note,
the guy I am currently seeing**, who lives 5 hours away,
frustrated me earlier. I wanted to talk to him about what
was going on with me, selfish, I suppose, and he just
wouldn't listen. He wouldn't even talk to me. I didn't say
much either though, so he really didn't have any way of
knowing what was going through my mind. And, to be fair, I
was unaware of all that had gone on with him this week.
He's had a tough week too. We just got off the phone,
after talking for like an hour. It was soo nice to get to
talk to him for more than 5 minutes. We're both really
busy so it makes things hard.
**He and I are more or less together, even though we
don't really have "labels" for our relationship. We dated
a long time ago, but he moved, so things were cut off, and
we were both very upset by the situation. What could be
done though? We were in high school and it wasn't worth
the heartache and pain to have a "relationship" when we
wouldn't be able to see each other, ever. He and I both
needed to do some growing up anyways. To make this long,
long story short, I went up to see him two weekends ago,
after not seeing him in over 2 years, and we hit it right
back off, just like we had when we dated over 4 years ago.
This time though, it was tons better and we're ready to
handle this relationship. We both care about each other
very deeply, and when I move up there, to attend college
near him, we're going to see what happens. (Please pray
for that whole situation!!)
I'm scared about moving off though, because I'll be
leaving my family and going where I know very few people.
Please keep my situation in your prayers. I need to know
that God wants me to to move, and for assurement that I
will have the money to make it. Thanks a million. Love ya!




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