Grace

40 acres and a jag
2004-02-04 16:18:25 (UTC)

some relief

The guy picked the car up this past Monday. No more
unemployment, but I’m determined to get a job and go.
Things are a little better between john and me; he says
one thing when we’re in the thick of shit. We’ll see what
happens when the car is back.

I’ve gone on some new websites: maharaji.net. I really
like it. Some of the sayings remind me of the stuff I used
to do in tx. I’ve always liked “if you can shape it in
your mind, you will find it in your life”. why haven’t I
been doing this? That’s the whole reason I have that day
and night journal. Yin and yang. I do this stuff and I’m
not conscious of it until later. That’s ok. It gives me a
sense of continuity and grounding when I do this. I’m
going to meditate and think about where I want to be. Back
to the fantasies I had about abundance, wisdom and
guidance. I won’t throw my marriage away, but I won’t
cling to a sinking ship either.




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