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DiNaH says...
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2004-02-04 11:10:01 (UTC)

wait in vain

valentine's almost on its way to slap me on my face and
announce that for 23 years, i'll still be spending the day
either with friends or alone. so, it's gonna be another
lonely valentine for me then. is it really a big deal?
well, one time, when i was in college, i spent it alone,
and went shopping at the nearby mall. and man, walking
alone really sucked! everywhere you turn there's a couple
cuddling each other, making me want to throw up... and cry.

yes, those are the bitterette days of my life. if i may
claim the present could just be bitter-sweet, not totally
bitter, not too sweet either. what the heck am i talking
about? am i making sense? lately i observe that i'm losing
touch. what could be the reason? over-work? over-thinking?
over-- blah, blah, blah...

i miss him! oh shit! i really miss him! the fact that i'm
acting like this means i am in need of just a simple 'hi or
hello' from him -- and that, i'm sure will definitely make
my day!

how could i be able to tell me the truth? should i e-mail
him? should i call him or wait until our next meeting? or
just wait... and in silence... wait in vain?


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