Abby Leann

Shit Happens
2004-02-04 06:00:58 (UTC)

A little day trip

I hate saying goodbye. No matter who it is. I hate it.
Last night was an awesome night for me. Joseph spent his
last night at my house. We just stayed up most the night
and talked, like we always used to do. I could always
talk to him about anything, and I cherish our unique
friendship. He had to go to MCT...Marine Combat
Training. Sean, (you all know him as my "twin") and I
took him to Camp Lejuene, NC. And, just a little
FYI...don't ever, ever go to Wilmington, NC. hehehe! Sean
knows about that one.

It was so hard to see him off. He didn't want to be going
in the first place, and so that made it even more
difficult. But, I am proud to say I held it all in until
I got home. I didn't want him to see me break down. He
was nervous enough about it.

He left me in charge of a bunch of his things. His KA-
Bar, his knife.."I'll cut you SA..it's ok, it's ok" (HAHA)
his phone, LED's, cd's, cd player, speakers, clothes, his
goofy hats...etc. I was fine until I got home from Sean's
and took his stuff into my room. Ugh, it's so hard to go
through this again! It's a completely different
relationship, but it is just as hard. We are so close.
It's hard to let him go! He's all grown up now! hehe. I
really do feel as if he is like a brother to me. Brother
Joseph..."BJ" if you will.

I got to have some really good conversations with Sean.
We established today that he is my shrink. haha. Sean and
I had a good time coming back. We got quite a bit lost.
Which sucked...but hey, it was an adventure. But,
seriously...don't ever go to Wilmington, NC.

I'm not quite sure what's been going on with Ross. He
seems to be a little upset with Joseph and I. I may have
a feeling why, but I'm not sure. I talked to him for the
first time in a few days tonight, which is strange because
Ross and I talk usually multiple times a day. More than I
can say for others I should talk to.

I've been listening to Joseph's cds. I can't help it. I
know he hasn't died or anything...which he was clear to
explain to me today. He told me not to worry...I feel
like his mom! But anyway...I'm back in Augusta for a
while now. No more random trips to Marietta...except for
this weekend. hehe.

I am enojoying writing tonight. I have had two shots of
Everclear...my new drink of choice. BJ got a bottle, and
gave it to me before he left. Hmmm...probably a bad idea,
but whatever! I will probably be getting to bed soon,
Sean and I are having an "adventure" again tomorrow.
Wristbands. Hooray!!! Goodnight guys! : )




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