I'm not dumb...

Mofo in the Wae
2004-02-04 01:05:58 (UTC)

Tomorrow

blah... more memories streaming through my mind... like
that time in the maLL when we were walking to burger king
holding hands and he swung his arm making my hand hit me in
the face. haha good times. he felt so bad n made the cutest
face in the world. or that time ed brought him over here
after schooL cuz my mom was out and my dad wasnt supposed
to come home tiL like 6... but at like 4 we heard him get
outta his car... were like FUCK haha... n so jacob staeed
in my room n i went n asked my dad if i could go for a walk
n he said yeah that i had an hour... so i opened one of the
front doors to get it readee n i went upstairs n got
jacob... we ran down the stairs n out the front door,
haha... which led to me having more time w/ my jacob. we
got to walk together and go pizza *soft smile and tears
drip down cheek* or on nov 8th, 2 daes after me b-dae, he
had made that spongebob cake for me, and it ended up
looking like a bloodee ginie, haha. they are good
memories... and i hope one dae they wont make me cry, and
that i wiLL be able to smile and sae "im glad i shared them
w/ jacob" *cries*... i dont feeL like tyoing NE~more so
heres a song...

Tomorrow ~ Home Grown

Awake at ground zero
Another day wasting away
Nothing seems to matter
Cuz nothing’s ever changed

California dreamin’
Has never meant that much to me
When living in this nightmare
Comes so easily

Holding on
When I don’t be long
If this is right then I can’t go wrong
Holding on
But I know right now
I’ll never make it

Maybe I’ll wake up tomorrow
And figure out where to begin
Maybe I won’t feel so hallow
But I’m pretty sure that I’ll be sleeping in

Days seem like they're decades
And minutes pass like years gone by
Still I sit here wasting
The time of my life

California dreamin’
Will never mean that much to me
And you’ll never understand
How it feels to be

Holding on
When you don’t be long
When you don’t feel right
But it’s all you got
Holding on
But I’m pretty sure
I’ll never make it

Maybe I’ll wake up tomorrow
And figure out where to begin
And maybe I won’t feel so hallow
It’s 3 am
And it feels like these four walls are caving in
Please tell me I’m not alone
Cuz I’m tired of sleeping in

Woah...
Maybe I’ll wake up tomorrow
Woah...
And figure out where to begin
Woah...
Maybe I won’t feel so hallow
But I’m pretty sure that I’ll be sleeping in...


good song... used to be one of thoses songs i used to
bounce around to... blah... wish i could now... jacob wants
to hang out fridae . idk if i can do that... heres
another song...

Forget Everything ~ New Found Glory

Can we pretend for one second that we are together -
What's the point of keeping my feelings at bay?

It takes a lot of me to get the nerve to wake up everyday.
And what if I don't, would you even care?
Would you even care?

Forget everything that we have done
Erase me from your memory
Don't call, don't ask about me
Until the day hell freezes over.

I can't remember the last time I saw you smile
It might have been around this time last year.
It takes a lot of me to get the nerve to tell you
everything is okay.
And what if I don't, would you even care?
Would you even care?

Forget everything that we have done
Erase me from your memory
Don't call, don't ask about me
Until the day hell freezes over.

It's gone, before you know it.
You can't let go of something you've never had.
It's ash until you burn it
I hope I never see you again,
and what if I don't, would you even care?
Would you even care?

Forget everything that we have done
Erase me from your memory
Don't call, don't ask about me
Until the day hell freezes over.

When Hell freezes over...


good song even though i am crying now... another good song
is "twenty below" by Hidden in Plain Veiw... d/l it is you
can... weLL im gonna go... im not gonna faLL asleep but i
gtg before my mom kiLLs me plus jacob hasnt replied n idk
what to sae to him... buybuy.

~KeLLee and QuaGGy

And these cold winter nights,
without you next to me
It feels like twenty below
Frostbite on my heart
This pain and suffering
are feelings that you don't know




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