Baby Doll

'Tha Blonde Goddess'
2004-01-30 21:00:17 (UTC)

my new poem....

hey ppl this is the poem i wrote yesterday in drama class.
i was upset for personal reasons and i wrote this. hope ya
like it. *warning* its all depressing in the beginning BUT
it does get happier near the end. I SWEAR!
Love and God Bless,
~*Nikkie*~
@-'-,-- --my rose!!! :-D



today im not me,
i must be someone else,
this pain i have, it cant be mine.
i must be in someone elses place,
looking through their eyes,
and walking in their shoes.
But i know im not,
im just me.

my body is here,
i can see, hear, touch, taste and smell.
my soul is bare.
if you look into my eyes,
they are bare, there is no warmth,
there are no emotions.

im here but i dont see anyone around,
i feel empty, alone, isolated by my own emotions.
im drowning in them,
and nobody is helping me out.
ive been here before, ive been pulled out,
i was almost dried off and safe,
and then i was pushed back in.
i cant breathe!

my body is here,
i can see, hear, touch, taste and smell.
my soul is bare.
if you look into my eyes,
they are bare, there is no warmth,
there are no emotions.

i hear a voice. i hear a splash.
i can feel hands around my waist.
im pulled to the surface. i can finally breathe.
i open my eyes. i can see him! i can see mbhp!
hes holding me above the surface,
hes helping me stay up.
he pulls me out of the water.
hes pulling me away from it.
im safe. i know he wont ever let me go.

my body is here.
i can see, hear, touch, taste, and smell.
my soul is now filled
if you look into my eyes,
they are warm and soft
there are many emotions.

he fills me up.
he helps me stay above the waters of depression.
hes here for me.
it doesnt matter what i do or what i say.
he'll still be here for me.
he is now a part of me.
i love him.