bluemoon

The crazy world of me
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2004-01-30 05:46:41 (UTC)

AAAHHHHHHHHH CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHY I AM WRONG

SO I AM NOT SURE IF I AM BLOWING THINGS OUT OF PROPORTION
OR NOT BUT RICKY IS DRIVING ME FUCKING CRAZY. SO HE WRITES
ME THIS E-MAIL:
IM going to be honest michelle I thin k that th reason I
behave the way I do id because I thin i want out of this
relationship so I can o out and be A dog and then I dont
want to give you
IM an ass forgive because I love And Im goign to quit
saying shit lik e I do
THEN I GET THESE OTHER TWO E-MAILS OF HIM TELLING ME THAT
HE LOVES ME SO MUCH AND ALL THIS OTHER SHIT. IT DOESN'T
MAKE ANY SENCE TO ME. ONE HE IS TELLING ME HE WANTS THE
RELATIONSHIP THE NEXT HE SAYS HOW MUCH HE IS IN LOVE WITH
ME. PLUS WHEN WE WERE ON THE PHONE HE TOLD ME MAYBE WE
SHOULD TAKE A BREAK. WHEN I SAID I LOVE YOU EARLIER WHEN I
HAD TO GET OFF THE PHONE WITH HIM HE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING SO
I SAID DO YOU NOT LOVE ME AND HE SAID HE DOESN'T KNOW IF HE
EVER DID. BUT SOME HOW I AM IN THE WRONG FOR QUESTIONING
HIS LOVE. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME IF I AM WRONG OR
WHAT? I AM SO CONFUSED AT THE MOMENT.
MY STOMACH HAS BEEN BOTHERING ME SO MUCH. IT THINK I HAVE
AN ULCER BECAUSE I HAVE HAD SO MUCH STRESS LATELY. LAST
FRIDAY THERE WAS SOME PEOPLE DOING SOME MESSED UP SHIT TO
MY SISTER AND I HAD TO NEARLY KILL SOMEONE. I DONT TAKE
PEOPLE FUCKING WITH MY FAMILY. THEN THE NEXT NIGHT I TOOK
RICKY BACK TO IOWA AND SOME PUNK BITCHES WERE FUCKING WITH
US. I AM SO TIRED OF PEOPLE FUCKING WITH ME. THEN ON
SUNDAY WHEN I CAME HOME I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS SNOWING HERE
AND I HAD A CAR ACCIDENT. I WAS BY MYSELF HAD NO PHONE AND
I WAS LIKE A HOUR AND A HALF AWAY FROM HOME. I HAD NO CLUE
WHAT I WAS GOING TO DO BUT THIS REALLY NICE GUY HELPED ME
OUT AND EVERYTHING. BUT I BROKE THE FRONT AXEL ON MY CAR
SO I AM CARLESS. THEN THIS SHIT WITH RICKY. THEN HE TRIED
TO BRING UP THE AARON THING AND TRY TO SAY THAT I WANT TO
BE WITH AARON AND THAT I WANTED TO KISS HIM AND ALL THIS
OTHER BULLSHIT. AND THE ONLY REASON THAT I AM WITH HIM IS
BECAUSE I CANT HAVE AARON. IF I WANTED AARON I COULD HAVE
HIM BECAUSE HE TOLD ME THAT BEFORE HE LEFT. I DONT LIKE
AARON LIKE THAT AND I NEVER HAVE. IT SEEMS LIKE THE
NOTHING CAN GO RIGHT FOR ME NOW. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH I AM
SO TIRED OF SHIT. CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHY I AM WRONG?


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