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there is no dignity in death
2004-01-30 02:34:05 (UTC)

Fighting..need advice

now i really need some advice ppl...ne one..please...if u
read one of my other entries about my friend that i was
really pissed off at for trying to be someone shes
not...well i actually spoke to her properly last night...on
msn...and we had the biggest fight ever...and i aint
exagerating...words were flying everywhere...mainly
insults...i got to say what i really wanted too..until my
internet time ran out!!...but thats all fine...but we are
going to the same party tonight...and i dont know what to
do...i dont wanna cause ne shit...i just dont want to talk
to her basically....but i know that she will say
something...and if u know me u know that i have the worst
temper and if someone wants to yell at me i can just as
easily dish it back out...but i dont want to do that at a
party..i mean come on..its a going away party...i dont want
to ruin it for everyone...but i want to go because i dont
want her to control what i do...like i shouldnt not have to
go just because of her...im too stubborn for that...and
plus i wanna see my friend before she leaves...and last
night when we were fighting she said "im your bestfriend
and your not meant to think of me like that" but the thing
is..she isnt my bestfriend and i dont want to be her
bestfriend ne more...i cant just go back to how we used to
be..not after what she said to me....and we are just going
no where...but how do i tell her that?!?! we are in the
same form...have 3 classes together...hang out in the same
group..same netball team...FUCK..WHAT DO I DO??




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