weezer2080

I'm a girl, not a band!!!
2004-01-29 03:58:47 (UTC)

The Ball Is In Your Court

Have you ever connected with someone, and it’s amazing,
perfect. Everything is going well, you’re learning a lot
about a person, and sharing with them, and the just accept
you for who you are? I did, and then, it just seems to fall
apart. Be gone and I don’t know why. The why is the part
that frustrates me. If you have a problem with me, or an
issue, just talk to me. Am I such a terrible person that
you’re scared of me? What did I do? I don’t like not
understanding what happened. Don’t I have a right to know?

Well, after all this time, should I try to get in touch
with this person and see what the hell happened? I cared
deeply for this person, and probably still do…but …..it’s
wrong, right? I should just move on and do my best never to
think of this again? Every time the thought comes into my
head, just push it down as best I can….that’s for the best
right?

Nobody’s going to tell me to go find out, huh……..

Damn, I hate being right. But do I hate not knowing what
happened more? That is the question. Why does this stuff
happen? And why to me? I really want to know, but I don’t
want to get hurt again. And after the…well, I was going to
say incident, but I don’t even know if there was one, the
time period when I was ignored, I did try, but got no
response. That means never try again, right?


Bah.

~L




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