FloydianSlip

Going Postal
2004-01-29 01:27:47 (UTC)

All's well in Tinker Town

I completely missed the one year three month anniversary
with my boyfriend because I was oblivious to what the date
was. It's a sad excuse that shouldn't have happened since
I knew it was coming up. Does the day after count?

All is well with Dustin and Shaina at the moment. There
was logic behind why I did what I did. I think Dustin
needed a wake up call to what he had so that he would be
more motivated to respect her and treat her the way she
should be treated. Shaina was really confused on how she
felt and I think she needed that to either resurface those
feelings or go with the "I just don't want to be with him
anymore."

There was a span of a couple of hours where I doubted
myself, but I was 99% sure they would get back together
quickly. I told Shaina that if she was thinking about
getting back together with him do it for the right reasons
and not the wrong ones. I told her to do it because she
truly loved him and wanted to work on the relationship and
not because she felt bad about hurting him or because he
may have some weird control over her.

Shaina knew mostly what I had in mind and what I was
thinking. Dustin didn't know much of it so he was rather
caught off guard which was the way I wanted it to be.
Change comes from within, and he wants to change, but he
goes back to his old ways a lot. Maybe now he'll be more
motivated to really make those changes now that he knows
what's at stake and what he's got to lose if he doesn't
change.

After I told them both of my plan in total they both
opened up their eyes and hearts and thanked me time and
again. If they want to thank me they can get their
relationship on the level that they both want it to be so
that they're both happy.

I really fucking hate it
When people talk like this
All the time
Online
It gets so fucking annoying
Ahhh!

My boyfriend graduates on Friday. I've convinced myself
to take a positive outlook on the whole thing so I'm
actually looking forward to it. I'm not going to worry
about if he ends up having to go out of state because I
know no matter what it's going to be ok. The semester
will be ending soon which means that I can switch colleges
and be closer to him by the fall semester if not sooner.
I also know that he's going to try his hardest to get a
job in state close to where he lives so he can save up
money for whatever.

My left boob has been itching all day long. I've been
trying to be real discreet in class, but it hasn't really
been working. I just want to dig in and go "ahhh."
What's really weird is that my right boob hasn't been
itching at all today. How strange!

I found this website the other day that was pretty cool.
It's called www.seemerot.com They put a webcam in a
coffin and you can actually see the person decay over a
period of years. Most people would be put off by this,
but I'm completely fascinated with it. I check the damn
thing ALL the time!

I think I would have done well working on The Body Farm.




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