Tyllia11

crystallised illusions
2004-01-28 16:41:38 (UTC)

A minds' flipside coin

29/1/04: The Uneasy Slumber of Life

Silence beckons. Motionless, my body lies, unsure
of its next direction, a course destined only by
the passing of time. The clock ticks. Another
minute. Another second, and yet here I still lay.
It is strange how one can feel so powerful yet
so desolate. So tangible but non-existent.
I like to think life is a bunch of
contradictions. I suppose it brings suffice to the
fact that I can't prevent the caterpillars of my
life from metamorphisising around me; whether a
butterfly or moth be its final decree. I hate not
knowing the future, but I enjoy equally as much
the intrigue of never knowing what lies downstream.
Procastination, I like to say is one of man's
greatest flaws. Then I question such a claims
validity because it is from hastes action the
greatest evil pours.
While I know, for those reading, that these
simple, mindless ramblings seem to make no logical
or coherent sense. I can not help but feel
compelled to write them, for these are purely what
lie at the source of the inner workings of my
head. These, I feel are the essence of what I
have discovered and not yet learnt. These words
are the imprints of my journey. They mark the
progression to a mature wisdom, entailing both the
scars of retrograde and the the trophies of growth.

Tyllia




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