SoVain

FlyLikeADove
2004-01-28 16:12:37 (UTC)

Who's the psycho?

Hey to everyone. Yay its a snow day. Always fun. My
parents asked me today what I want to do when I get out of
school and college. I decided to tell them the truth, what
I really want to do. I want to be a psychologist. They
laughed. Parents can be so......just outright stupid and
inconsiderate. My mom said I want to be a psychologist but
I won't go to one. Well she's right, I won't. But just
yesterday she said how great my life is and how I am so
lucky, I have nothing to worry about whereas her life is
impossibly hard and I am so ungrateful to her and blah blah
blah.....Yes mom and I'm the one that needs therapy. Then
while waiting at the bus stop Ryan was just staring at me,
you know, making faces trying to annoy me so I decided to
play his game and stared straight back for at least a
minute. When I didnt blink he got scared and called me a
psycho. Yes I'm a psycho for responding to a challenge.
Last night when it was sleeting outside it looked so cool.
Sleet even sounds cool when it falls so naturally I went
outside and stared and listened for a while. When I came
back in my brother says I'm crazy and my father laughs in
agreement. Maybe I am, after all everyone seems to think so
lately. But I'm not the one scarring myself or hurting
myself or making suicide threats or anything. I dont't know
anymore. You decide, leave me a message, who's the psycho?
C-ya
L.J.




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