LittleBunnieBoo

My World
2004-01-27 04:43:37 (UTC)

Tonight

Simple words can never be found to expressing the feeling
floating around in a mind so complex as mine... MY thoughts
and feelings i can not longer express to noone
continusously traped within this mind of mine. Never to
be spoken out of those lips to noone but those qho can
understand and not those who condem me for my feelings that
are within this mind... most can not comprehend those
thoughts shown be my writing and pictures expressed from
this mixed up lil girl scared and always misunderstood for
the word she says are always taking in a harsh ways but in
here mind they seem so normal as every breath she takes.
Simple phrases that come from her soul that are not taken
lightly... to those who love her she can no longer
express those thoughts entering her mind never to be spoken
yet again. My world is Crashing right from under my feetnot
able to be repaired..Continuely falling without a safety
net beneath me. not able to get my grip cuz ther is noone
or nothing there to keep me from falling fast and
hard to the rocky ground beneath me . AS i fall i feel my
body comin very weak and lost within every single inch i
fall. feeling the thoughs swriling within my mind as the
do every single moment of everyday.. becoming closer to
death i feel at peace and feel more as ease than i every
was before.. only those worries of dissappointment i feel
for giving up so soon on my world and my life and leting
the feelings get the best of me . and losing in such a way
like this. losing things that are dear for me yet i
cant continue this pain and this world in my head that
gives me such pain that ican no longer tell ..MY thoughts
get sao messed up in my head asn i
jsut have no way out .. i cant get out of them they consume
my every moveThoughs run deep like the roots of a big tree
and they are inertwined with
every twist and turn gettin more and more are to track and
keep track of.know i do have alots of ppls but i just want
this shit to just go away without noone knowin the things
the bad thingsi have done to myself .. i was i feel
about maybe and the bad way i treat myself cuz in some
kinda way i feel likeidont deserve more than what i give
myself.. noone can uderstand this
pain and thoes thoughts intertwined within my mind. never
know becuz if they should they will be so scared and so
worried andi dont want to put noone but myself those that
sort of pain and feari feel at this moment..

what shall i do? can you give me ne answers to this pain i
feel how to end this nightmare? without spreading pain?




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