I MESSED UP BIG TIME AND I AM REALLY SORRY ABOUT IT
I am A Horrible Boyfriend..I have been dating my
Christin for about two months now actually it’s 1 month and
three weeks. I love her with all of my heart. However I am
really mad Not at Christin but at myself.
See I Lied to Christin It was the stupidest thing I have
ever done. Cause I have fallen Deeply in Love with
Christin. I never meant to hurt her but I have. This is
also going to make her think if she can trust me. I made a
huge mistake I will admit that. When I am wrong I am wrong.
I will admit when I am wrong.
It all started on this journal I had wrote a story about
my ex girl friend there is only one problem there was no ex
girlfriend there never has been. The reason I did that is
cause I was going through a tough time in my life. I’m not
sure why exactly I did that. I was not a funny thing to do.
It was a mean thing to do. I hate myself for doing it. Well
christin had read this journal when we first met and she
would ask me stuff about "my ex" and I would lie to her.
Why you ask? Cause I wanted to have something in common
with her I liked her when we first me but then that like
grew into love and I felt really Horrible about lying to
this women who has been nothing but nice to me. I never
wanted or never want to hurt Christin. But I had to tell
her cause it was eating away at me. I told her today and
She is really upset at me I cannot blame her for that.
Cause I know that I would be also if I was in her spot. I
just don’t want to loose her that’s why I told her so we
could have honesty in our relationship. I Love her I always
will. I know that I am A Jackass for lying to her I know
she shouldn’t give me another chance. But we are great
together. And come to find out we do have a lot in common.
I just hope that One day she will forgive me for lying to
her Cause I know I WILL NEVER LIE TO MY ANGEL AGAIN!!!!
Christin I want to publicaly Apologize to you I am really
sorry I never want you out of my life!! You mean everything
to me. I would honestly die if you weren’t in my life. I
LOVE YOU I AM VERY SORRY THAT I HURT YOU I WILL NEVER DO IT
Christin I Love you and I am truly sorry!!!!
Ps. I would also like to Say I am sorry to anyone else who
i lied about this to. I am Very very Sorry