kid

Somewhere in time
2004-01-26 05:18:17 (UTC)

oh god

i can't believe how stupid i am. i can't believe i could be
so wrapped up in myself that i didn't take time out to call
her on her birthday.i should have called i should have
called i should have call i should have calledi should have
called i should have called i should have call i should
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have called i should have call i should have called i
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called i should have call i should have called
She is the only person that really is there for me through
thick and thin..bad or good. i mean she is the best thing
in the world to me and i didn't call....And theres no way i
can ever make it up to her.I know she told me not to worry
about it and make a big deal about it but how can i not!! i
hurt her!! i'm just like everyone else in her life.I am no
better than all those people who hurt her and she came to
me and i told her that they are bastards that aren't worth
her time.Now i'm the bastard.I'm the unthoughtful
pig....even though she says its fine it'll always hang over
our heads...."Fran didn't call on Meghans birthday.What a
bitch".Meghan birthday are important.At least yours is.You
were born and have graced the lives of many insenstive
bastards and have made them happy in their moment of
saddness.You have made people smile when they want to
frown,you have made them see the good in them..you have
made such a difference in my life and i don't want you to
be hurt by my stupidness.I don't know where i would be if i
didn't have you looking out for me and making me a happier
and better person.I'm so sorry i hurt you meghan.And i
can't say that enough to make things better.I'm sorry and i
love you with all my insensitive heart.




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