Srchin4mybreathoflife

Wishin' on some long lost star
2004-01-26 01:09:28 (UTC)

Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt

1-25-03
Hey all…
I had an interesting conversation with a friend today,
because of my accidentally hitting the wrong speed dial…
Yes, I’m such a loser, I have almost all of my contacts on
speed dial… Anyway, but then we ended up talking for like
15 minutes, so it was cool. Hm, how I love my convo’s with
that d00d… Anyway, I’m bummed because I didn’t get a
singing solo in the church musical I’m doing, and I know
it’s a petty musical, but still… I mean I’m in the
stinking “Select Women’s Ensemble” at school… I should be
able to get myself a part in a lil church musical… And
it’s
not that I didn’t get a part, I did, it’s a speaking part,
but still… I love singing, and I mean, not to be cocky,
but
you guys have heard me… Even Molly was like Whoa you’re
awesome… Or something along those lines. I believe it was
actually “Who needs a guy singer when we have a voice like
that”… in regards to us “renting” a guy singer for our
band
for a little while, cuz a gal singer sorta changes the
sound of a band, but not necessarily for the worst. And
prior to choir, I was over at Lindsey’s house from like
12:00 to around 4:30 working on our French Project. It’s
coming… somewhere, we’re not exactly making progress, but
I
think we’re getting together tomorrow if the weather works
out to hopefully finish it all… Ly: YOU HAVE TO BE THERE…
No excuses like today lol “hey guys, I’m uh… at the mall,
wanna come?” haha NO… lol we got a lot done sweets, we’re
just trying to pull it all together. Hahaha, Mr. Mis-speed-
dial called again… lol … Just for his/your information,
we’re about to watch Empire Records as “a family”… I’ll
attempt to call you back maybe around 9:30ish…
Think about these next words carefully… I mean them truly
to all of you… And I hope that you believe them and wish
them on others… I love all of you, especially those of you
close to my heart, that I could talk with for hours, and
that guide me when I’m hurt or confused or filled with
questions…

Someone is very proud of you
Someone is thinking of you
Someone cares about you
Someone misses you
Someone wants to talk to you
Someone wants to be with you
Someone hopes you aren't in trouble
Someone wants to hold your hand
Someone hopes everything turns out all right
Someone wants you to be happy
Someone wants you to find them
Someone is celebrating your successes
Someone wants to give you a gift
Someone thinks you ARE a gift
Someone wants to hug you
Someone loves you
Someone wants to lavish you with small gifts
Someone admires your strength
Someone is thinking of you and smiling
Someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on
Someone wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun
Someone thinks the world of you
Someone wants to protect you
Someone would do anything for you
Someone wants to be forgiven
Someone is grateful for your forgiveness
Someone wants to laugh with you about old times
Someone remembers you and wishes you were there
Someone is praising God for you
Someone needs to know that your love is unconditional
Somebody values your advice
Someone wants to tell you how much they care
Someone wants to stay up watching old movies with you
Someone wants to share their dreams with you
Someone wants to hold you in their arms
Someone wants YOU to hold them in your arms
Someone treasures your spirit
Someone wishes they could STOP time because of you
Someone praises God for your friendship and love
Someone can't wait to see you
Someone wishes that things didn't have to change
Someone loves you for who you are
Someone loves the way you make them feel
Someone wants to be with you
Someone is hoping they can grow old with you
Someone hears a song that reminds them of you
Someone wants you to know they are there for you
Someone is glad that you're their friend
Someone wants to be your friend
Someone stayed up all night thinking about you
Someone is alive because of you
Someone is remorseful after losing your friendship
Someone is wishing that you would notice him or her
Someone wants to get to know you better
Someone believes that you are their soul mate
Someone wants to be near you
Someone misses/ values your guidance and advice
Someone has faith in you
Someone trusts you
Someone needs your support
Someone needs you to have faith in them
Someone needs you to let them be your friend

Leviticus 25:35
" 'If one of your countrymen becomes poor and is unable to
support himself among you, help him as you would an alien
or a temporary resident, so he can continue to live among
you.

2 Samuel 22:19
They confronted me in the day of my disaster, but the LORD
was my support.

All my love,
~*Clara*~




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