sad and sadistic

my diary....oh joy
2004-01-25 20:03:32 (UTC)

back then you'd turn your head....give me that smile

Today I went to Daniel's house, it was soo good, the time
went so fast, one minute it was 12 the next it was 4:30 I
didn't want to leave I was so happy, and I still have that
kinda warm feeling inside, I'm so happy!! Ah but his family
thinks I'm retarded...so embarrassing. Thats really about
all thats happened. But it's just so annoying that I'm not
going to be seeing him again til next Saturday because of
damn work experience. About a half an hour before I left we
were just hugging, and it just felt so perfect, his body
was so warm and he was holding me, and I just hated it that
I had to leave. Damn I wish I had more freedom to do what I
want. Like not having to worry about what time I leave his
house because my parents will be pissed if I'm too late.
Sucks so bad. Crappy school. Thats really all thats
happened. So goodnight.




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