Srchin4mybreathoflife

Wishin' on some long lost star
2004-01-25 16:47:49 (UTC)

I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now

Hey all
I have to write a very quick entry. Just got home from
church, must hurry off to Lindsey’s house to work on french
project, and then to choir… No youth group tonight L
because of the ski trip which I’m not going on tomorrow…
Anyway, the lock in bowling thing was AWESOME!!! Dude we
were bowling till like 430 in the mornin, and then molly
and I just crashed and cassy kept going… it was crazy… Then
yesterday, we also had a basketball game and we won yay!
So, we’re tyed for first place in our league…
Dumdeediddlydum… Anyway, me must LEAVETH now… Catch ya
laterz… If you’re wondering where all the issues in the
life of moi went, they’ve been locked away in that section
of my mind so I don’t have to worry about them all of my 4
day weekend! Call me on my cell and we’ll do something yo!
703-869-7790
Thoughts racing past me,
Flying like winged horses,
Going too fast to be understood
I am so numb
I’m realizing nothing, no sense of wakefulness
Dead to the world around me
In a frozen stupor, unconscious and unaware
Giving up the fight, succumbing to the pain
Going away from the life that is mine.
Trying to unjumble the tangle of life
Locked within my mind, with no ability to see the way out
Terrifying tremors run through my body
With no one to save me, I’m shutting myself down
Tightening the chains around my freewill
Ripping through the flesh of my being
Someone’s blood has been spattered,
Now it’s pooling on the floor
Someone please come find me
I’ve lost it all, I just can’t pull myself out
The waves are closing over my head
No one can see me, no one knows me
I’m dying in this bitter red sea

Proverbs 26:28
A lying tongue hates those it hurts, and a flattering mouth
works ruin.

All my love,
~*Clara*~

PS: Church was awesome today...




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