Suicide Sweetheart

Life as I know it
2004-01-23 17:36:24 (UTC)

Soco Amaretto Lime

I really hope everyon goes and d/l's that song by Brand
New.

It reminds me, as most every other song does, of my friend
Justin. Justin was a guy I went to middle school with. He
was 2 years older than me and I had a huge crush on his
older brother Jeffrey. November 21, 2003 Justin (18) and
his cousin (17) were driving in Justin's car on the
parkway around 8pm. Justin went to make a left lane change
but lost control. The car went over the median head on
into southbound traffic hitting two other cars. They were
buried the day before Thanksgiving. I hardly knew him but
still cry when I think of them. I have Justin's pic by my
bed and next to me right now.

It's funny how someone you hardly knew could have such an
effect on you. I've written a million songs about him it
seems. I thought of suicide so I could be with them but
decided to live the life that was robbed of them.

I can't write anymore.




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