Jessica T.

how i see life...
2004-01-23 17:35:25 (UTC)

depression

i don't know if its just the birth control that i'm on
(for my PERIOD not for other reasons!) get yo mind out of
the gutter.
but i've been having many sad thoughts and many sad days
and that is no good. i find myself crying almost all the
time and i've been having just a shitty attitute. i told
my mom about my episodes and she thinks it could be the
birth control or the fact that 'i don't eat'.
i kind of let it slip that i really don't eat all that
much. its not like i'm anorexic or bulemic but i just am
psycho about food becausee i don't want to get fat for the
life of me.
i think thats' my biggest fear....getting fat. that and
being raped. i don't know. do you think its an eating
disorder?
but anyway i'm going home to try to get shit worked out
this weekend.
peace love and applesauce
jess




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